Let’s see, I’ve never been good at these “describe yourself” things, but I’ll give it another go.. My name is Nicole, but everyone here and in real life calls me Immortal, or Immy. However, I don’t really have a preference to any name, so if you wish to come up with something, by all means, do. After all, nothing you can come up with could really be as bad as what a friend used to always call me.. Porny, ugh.. Don’t even ask, you really don't want to know. My user name, immortalxkiss has become something of a part of me. I’ve been using the handle for six years now, and it’s just who I am online these days. It came back when I was a kid who read one too many Anne Rice books (one is one too many..) and was very impressionable by the romanticized vampires.

I’m twenty years old, and currently living in Southern California. About thirty minutes outside of the City of [Lost] Angels, on a good day with little traffic, which is like, never.. I’m working towards getting my bar tender’s license so that I may be able to work in a club, or a bar. This will help me get on my way to what I want to do with my life, which is own a goth/fetish night club.. Preferably in England, but I’m not against San Francisco as well. I am an unpublished poet, though I’m working on getting a book together. However, when that will be is really quite beyond me. But I will put something out before I die. It’s a life goal that I am going to achieve.

I stand at five feet, four and a half inches, with naturally brown, though now gradually going red hair that falls a little above my shoulders.. I have brown eyes, that shine golden in the sunlight and paleish skin. I'm not by any means skinny, but I'm not exactly fat. I have curves, and if you don't like that, I don't care. I’ve come to accept my self image, and I know I’m not Barbie doll, but trying to be would be living up to unrealistic standards. Just because I’m female, doesn’t mean I have to be a size zero. That may be some people’s vision of beauty, but not mine.

I enjoy reading, a lot. Usually if not here you will find me with my nose stuck in a book. I can read anything that catches my interest. However, I try to steer clear of the Anne Rice Vampire Chronicles. I just don’t like Lestat. I will read Interview with the Vampire though, on the very rare occasion. Because of all of them, Louis is the only one I find myself drawn to. I love to read up on subjects like vampirism, past life regression, lycanthropy, paganism and Wicca, as well as dead languages and forms of meditation.

I am a vampire / therian, for lack of a better word, hybrid. Meaning, I am both psychic and sanguine vampire, as well as having connection to lycanthropy. My awakening as a psychic vampire was rough, as I went through it alone, and with little idea of what exactly was “wrong” with me. Though, now I have someone who I can consider a Mentor of sorts, as he has helped me better understand myself and he’s answered the many questions that I have. He’s there for me when I’ve really need him, and for that I am most thankful that he’s in my life. However, I have always known what I am under the moonlight. I've always been drawn to wolves, and my pack had sought me out at a young age, so I never really went at it alone.

I’m a Leo, though I do not posses many of the traits of my sign. The only one that I really have a firm grip on is my creativity. I’m a creative person by nature. I draw and write, as mentioned before. I appreciate all forms of art, be it written word, music, images, it’s all beautiful to me. I love people who have creative souls. And I find that I connect with such people easier then most.

I can speak, read, and write in Elvish. Which is a bit useless, as no one I know speaks it. So, it's like knowing a dead language. However, it is pretty awesome knowing I know how to interpret a language that few, outside of college professors and the actors of the LotR movies, actually know. It took me a good four years in total to learn completely, three alone on correct grammar and punctuation when writing it. But, it's all been well worth it, I think. Because even though it isn't a real language, it technically makes me bi lingual. And it's a beautiful language, if you take the time to listen to someone who knows how to speak it properly.

I am quite the absinthe enthusiast. Even though.. technically I shouldn't be drinking liquor of any kind as am, for a year, still under age. But, if it doesn't stop my peers, it shant stop me. Anyway, I've had Bar Sinister's home brewed version, though, you really can't beat the real stuff. It is a shame it's illegal in the States, for it truly is a wonderful drink. You just have to know moderation, as with everything else. Anyway, there are ways to get the real stuff, the glorious drink that comes direct from Europe; you just have to know where to look. And I do. Anyway, I suggest that everyone who gets the chance, to try it at least once. It's an experience that is well worth it. I also have an unhealthy obsession with Vodka, but that's a whole other story. And, I blame the Russian in me for that one..

I am quite the hopeless romantic. I am in love with the idea that there is something called true love out there. Even though I rarely admit it, I actually enjoy watching romantic comedies. If the boy gets the girl in the end, I can probably find enjoyment out of it. And as such, I am seeking that one person my soul yearns for. That one person who can make me fully complete. That one person who can love me with all that they are, and I in return. I firmly believe in soul mates, that there is one person out there you are meant to be with. And I shall not rest until I find that one person.

I am bisexual. I've been with both sexes, though these days I lean more towards the female sex. Things just run smoother that way. I do not have a significant other at the moment, nor am I searching for one. I’ve been in and out of one doomed relationship after another. And right now I just need to take some time off, clear my head, and find myself before I focus on finding someone else. I figure, I’ll just let whatever happens, happen. I’m not going to be trying for anything, just going with the flow for now.

I’m an introvert. Meaning I’m rather shy and anti-social until you take the time to get to know me. Holding a conversation has never been a strong point for me. I’ve always had trouble fitting in and making friends. Which is probably why I’m so drawn to the internet. It’s a place where I can really be me, without being judged by those around me. I’m also rather intelligent for my age, or so I’ve been told. I tend to only really connect with people who are older then myself. I have never been on firm ground with my peers, but when it comes to people at least ten years my senior, I can click. It’s rather odd, as you’d think that me and the older generations would have nothing in common, but I’ve been calling older people my friends since I was a child. Now, I have nothing wrong with my peers, except for the fact that most of them are not as mature as those who are older. Intelligence and maturity are two things I value above all else.

This section is by no means complete. I am always finding out new things about myself, and I will be adding them to this section when I get the time.